but you can save then for the birds and bees...
It's wedding crunch time, and there's never enough money to go around. It'll be beans and rice for the next two months I'm sure. But we'll make it. I have a deep underlying faith in that and a confidence that all will be well. But ther's always that lingering fear...
I suppose I just need some perspective. We're a long way from where we were. We're not trading food for gas. We're not rushing to the bank on payday to cash a check before the power is turned off, or worse, before my employer goes broke. When you look at it that way, whether we have enough centerpieces, or whether I go with the white or dark jacket, seems pretty trivial.
It'll be nice when it happens, so I can quit worrying about it.
Life is good lately. I'm enjoying my job. And I seem to be pretty good at it. I have one patent application in the works and another I'm working on. Pretty cool. I just got a raise too, which totally rocks.
What's this strange feeling...? contentment, happiness, or some combination of the two? Whatever it is I like it.